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Hunting the Caldwell Fields murderer

April 1, 2012

“Why Bulldog?  Why can’t you leave it be?  Do you  have some sort of hero complex?”

No.  It’s not that, but far more selfish reasons.  How could I look at myself in the mirror the following morning if I just walked away?  Worse yet, the week after?  It’s because I know something about losing a child.  It’s because I would give everything to not know.  For there to have been a different outcome.   If only someone could of stepped in.   Anyone.

I know what total helplessness feels like.  Nothing comes close to that level of despair.   Nothing.

You don’t move on….it doesn’t work that way.  Instead, you try to go on… to find the strength and the courage to live.  Every day in general it gets a tiny bit easier, you take another step forward.   Some days however are different.

Some days you stumble backwards.

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A couple of blog readers have noted my interest in the Caldwell Fields tragedy.  I’ve been asked more then once if I have a suspect in mind….

Any other fans of the movie IRobot out there?

“I’m sorry (the matter is an active police investigation), my responses are limited.  You must ask the right questions.”

I’ve also been asked my thoughts on why the  task force  implied  that the murderer is someone quite familiar with the area.

“I’m sorry (the matter is an active police investigation), my responses are limited.  You must ask the right questions.”

Finally…

Not too long ago someone approached me wondering if there might be a connection between the murders and the nearby Pandapas pond shooting range.

Every dog has it’s day….

-BulldogPI

One Comment
  1. Kirsti Johnson permalink

    Wow! i got cold chills reading this! So impressed!

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